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So, ill just preface this journal by saying that I'm just trying to blow off steam about my living situation and don't really have any other venue. I've been living with my grandpa now for quite a while watching his heath deteriorate and his daily activity stagnate into watching the western channel almost all day every day (except when the local sports teams are on). That in and of itself wouldn't be unbearable, but what is pushing me over the edge is that my boyfriend, now fiance, moved in to grandpas house with me about a year and a half ago. And earlier this year, my mom was laid off because of cut backs at her job so shes been here for almost 3/4 of the year already. With all of us here I am really stressed out! I'm trying my damndest to get more freelance work coloring (which was going well until this month when mom came back again) so that we can save up money to move out. But every time the topic of moving up comes about she pulls a pity part saying then she would have to move in with her dad. My argument, at least for the last 4 or so months, has been that if she doesn't want him here by hisself maybe he shouldn't stay at home. He was in a care home earlier this year for physical therapy and while he was there he was such a different person. He got waited on hand and foot (served 3 meals in a timely manner every day; got assistance with personal hygene; etc) and loved every damn minute of it. But because the care home wouldn't let him have his damn dog he threw a fit to come home. Most of my family doesn't think he should still be living at home, but my mom has got blinders on. I am just so sad and stressed all the time that it is negatively affecting my relationship with my fiance. I feel like we have almost zero personal time to enjoy each others company and I feel like planning our wedding in this environment is going to be impossible.
I really just don't know what to right now. And feel like I cant reach out to anyone in my family for fear of causing huge and painful fights. Egh. I just want to be happy and cant seem to find the silver lining of this situation.
I WANT TO COLOR AGAIN
I want to start coloring again... and could use some help! Please make suggestions of pieces I should color. It can be your own work or something you'd like to see in my style. If you suggest your own work please understand these are not going to be commission. I will color (even take suggestions as to how you'd like to see it). But will not release the full version unless we talk. I really am just looking for practice pieces to shake the dust of my tablet and computer.
Code of Ethics
Today was a bad day. A very bad art day specifically. I would first like to say I feel gratitude and sympathy for a dA friend of mine who is pursuing an art thief who has zero class and admits no wrongdoing. She has put up one hell of a fight against a 'man' who is hiding behind his good standing in the comic industry by belittling and bullying her, and everyone involved, hoping to end the 'circus' as he calls it.
This circus, that he has mostly created by not copping to his actions, that has ensued has now called at least 31 other deviantart artists into the limelight. He has revoked the blanket permissions he gave coloring artists to use h
Chicago Comic Con and Outsourcing Flats
Hey there, so I have a slew of things that I would LOVE to color in the very near future. Only problem is I don't have any where near enough time as I am getting ready for chicago comic con in less than 2 weeks. If there are any flatters available to assist me please note me here or send an email to timaree.zadel@gmail.com with your rates! I could start using your services immediately and will pay via pay pal.
In other news:: I GET TO GO TO CHICAGO COMIC CON!!! :D:D:D:D And I will be working with the guys of Venomous Conceptz at their booth!
So anyone thats coming to the Chicago Con please stop by the facebook page for updates on where to fi
Attending Denver Comic Con!!!
I am so excited to get to go to the Denver Comic Con this weekend! I have been anticipating this for a long time now as it was going to be my first ever comic con! I will not have a table as I really don't have any of my own products to promote, but I get to go and meet some people that will understand what I do with my free time 8-) I try explaining coloring to my family and friends and most often just get blank stares. Now however, I'll be around other people that I can talk to about it all! And all I can say is WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
So if anyone else is going, or going to be showing, let me know and I'll definitely
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Hang on in there Timaree. Also, if an opinion is worth having it's worth expressing. If your grandad was genuinely happier where he was then he needs to go back. The people you're talking about, Grandad and your Mum both have a duty of care to you. They're adults and should most likely be able to take on adult conversations about any subject. Clarify your reasons as well as you have above, make clear that it's for the best for all parties and that you don't want an argument. That's my bit of gas on the subject. Hope it all works out.